Leave me alone

Drowning this negativity with a song
I kept hearing it, inhaling every line in the lyrics
The sound, the music and the words ringing in my ears.
Why does it resonate with my feelings.

Feelings that I can never describe,
Had been translated by this piece.
I shudder with this cold but I'm not even crying.
But I feel like it. Living had been tougher.

Leave me alone. Why is it hard to abandon everything.
If I can I would've sent it far away
Or even yet cast it in a bottomless pit
Very far away from me.

Leave me alone. Don't bother me.
Severed ties means distance.
Yet your presence screams

Just that is already vexing.